my week/ weekend and urs

k guys first off i wanna apologize to all of u who got a lovely e-mail from my mom. you need to understand she only had ur safty in mind. so i have reduced my blog just as many ppl hav reduced thiers. gravey im srry about te "shots" thing my mom didnt no it was just nailpolish and she was just saying that it didnt look like nailpolish. as u all can imagine ive had a lovely week. since my mom found my blog and all of yours. soo my mom now knows about me and partyguy and what ive done w/ him (not much trust me!!!! but she thoiught i had done A LOT!!!) ya so she wanted to take me to the ginocoligist to get condoms. (ya i no, thats soo me right?)any ways ... i have absolustly NO secrets from her now.. which amazingly is pretty sweet, you guys should try it somtime, and yes shannoo she even knos about THAT.( i had too tell her to convince her of my virginity!!! if u wanna no the details IM me) soo i really am srry all of u guys who my mom scared the shit out of. just remember that she only had ur best interests in mind.( o ya and partyguy, i dont think its safe to call my house btw 4:30-8:30p.m unless i tell u its okay, b/c those are the danger hours, when my mom is home, and ya until this whole, sex thing blows over and i earn her trust back it may not b safe 4 us 2 talk wen she is home.)

im sorry

josh ---
im srry for my doubts but u really are the best boyfriend i could ever ask for, i never should have doubted you. i think about you every night before i go to sleep, and every morning when i wake up. when i talk to you on the phone i linger on ur every word. we are honest with eachother. and im afriad my honesty hurt you. i love you and always will. you are my first, and always will be.


i love you...

always....

really pissed

soo im pissed
my mom wont let me fast for 30 hrs, see by fasting i save lives in 3rd world countries.
so at first she said i couldnt do it b/c she was "against kids fasting"
then i told her "well ur ok w/ children starving but not w/ me fasting??"
then her excuse was "its not good for your bones!!!" then i told her that ur allowed to drink milk while fasting for this program.
then the truth comes out... the only reason she doesnt want me fasting is b/c she doesnt like the church thats running the program.!!!! like WTF!! so wat u wont help starving children b/c ur not fucking religuos!!!??? wow talk about selfish!! so now im just gonna fast for 30 hrs w/o raising money. just to piss her off!!
lets see how she likes it!!
and guess wat theres nothin she can do about it!!
hehehe

Cute!! huh??

kk well this is my dog and my cat, they are extremely cute, but only wen they are together. i no it sounds cheesy but they are like two halves of a whole. they "complete" eachother i just thought i should tell you this b/c it rare that you see true love. in fact i dont even know what true love is but this unfortunatly is the closest thing ive seen to it.

bored

ey yoo!!!! ur way to beautiful giirrll-!!

yes, im singing, i no its soooo horrible, sooo im really bored and since there is soo much shit goin on right now i just wanna talk to someone. soo my mom isnt pissing me off as much anymore. but im trying too figure somthin out. you see i am very oppinionated. ask anyone who knows me im insane wen it comes to my beleifs. so its really hard wen one of my best friends does somthing soooo against my beliefs that it makes me wanna cry but at the same time i no that its the right desision. and thats really hard to accept.and yes half of u have no idea wat im talkin about, so u cant nessisarily grasp this concept, but i no that G-man and shannoo, soo everbody else out ther im not gonna tell u wats wrong cause its too wrong. soo ya this is me venting i guess. welll ya .

H-A-T-E

DAMN IT!! I HATE MY MOTHER!! wow who does she think she is!!!

kk look, i had a gymnastix meet yesterday, no it did not go well, so after my horrible meet my mother tries to comfort me , sweet idea but i wasnt in the mood , and then she started making excuses for y my meet was soo horrible blaming me AND my coach!!! then she goes and talks to my coach and tells him that I, me!! her daughter!!, said thea it was his fault i did so horribly!!!!!
WTF I NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT!! WOW MOM!! so then hes all pissy w/ me!! like "haha thats soo funny (insert my name here) , i laugh at the idea that i t was my fault!! u did bad b/c u wernt focused how dare u blame me!!!!!" soo now im pissed off soo i ignore my mother then she gets mad at me for being pissy w/ her!!! as if i dont have a reason to be mad at her!!!!!!! so i tell her that she had absolutly NO right or reasion to say anything to my coach! esspecailly somthing i NEVER said!!! so yes i was pissed at her and then she started questioning weather or not i was really into this sport or if it was somthing i really wanted to do or not!!! HOW DARE SHE QUESTION MY COMMITMENT!! I GO TO PRACTICE ALMOST EVERY FUCKING DAY FOR THE PAST SEVEN YEARS!!! soo ya that pissed me off and i told her it did too but SHE DOESNT FUCKING CARE!!
but w.e idrc soo i guess i just wanted to vent thnx for listening guys hmmm, wow i hate parents thay are soooo annoying.

My First Official Blog Entry!!!

wow i feel specail, kk so this is my new blog, (i lost the password to my other one!!, i no smooth move) anyways.... so yes here is wat u missed me and partyguy (my bf) have had three or four dates now...and, this weekend we are gonna go to see shutter (another scary movie perfect for cuddling and acting scared) soo im pumped 4 that also!! the talent show and the art show (at the library) is 2night!! so im pumped to see duckyguy (gravy's bf) do yoga!! its lmao funny!!!! no joke im gonna video tape it!!! its realll funny. and im pumped 4 the art show b/c my art is in it!! I HAVE A TALENT AFTER ALL!!! arnt i specail!!! dont anser that!!! kk well ily guys!! peace out!!!